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But, can I really do that? I can't 。The soul beasts are on the brink of extinction. If I don't exist anymore, they will truly cease to exist. 。Tianqing Bull Python and Titan Ape, these two close friends of your father, even soul beasts that broke through to become gods, why would they all stand on my side? It is precisely because they see the same worries that I do. 。If the soul beast is not saved, it will perish forever. 。"I can't just stand by and watch my people perish!" "I've tried to escape before, too. That amnesia incident? I deliberately jolted my brain to make myself forget." 。At that time, I thought, you must always be by my side, and since I had already lost my memory, I could no longer do anything for the clan. Perhaps I could just stay with you forever. 。But you brought me the celestial chrysanthemum, healing my wounds from refusing to heal myself. 。“Although so, I'm still putting on an act as if I still have amnesia. I even hope to deceive myself with it.” 。But, facing the Abyssal Saint Lord's attack, you were already in a life-or-death crisis. How could I just stand by and watch? I had to make a move, using my own power along with your Dragon God Transformation to save you. 。"After that, I thought of countless ways, always struggling and wandering in pain. 。But, I still have no way, and I still can't do it. 。Finally, I gave up. 。At this point, she painfully closed her eyes. 。My despair, it had silenced me for a long time. 。I tried to forget you again. At the martial arts invitational, I even seriously considered marrying Qian Gu Chang Ting, a man I didn't like, just so I could truly forget you or hurt you and make you stay away from me. 。But, you came. 。And as for myself, how could I possibly forget you? Besides you, not even a finger would I allow anyone else to touch, let alone truly marry another. Only your ring can be worn on my hand. 。After the martial arts competition and matchmaking event, I finally gave up. 。I know, I will never conquer fate after all. 。If that's the case, I can only go with the flow of destiny. 。From that time on, the current plan was established. 。Speaking of this, her eyes regained their sparkle. 。I am not as wise as your father, able to plan for millennia and turn the tide of chaos. 。But, I also came up with a plan that tries to minimize harm to you, even ceasing further hatred between my people and humans, while still allowing my kind the opportunity to reproduce. 。“The past is gone. No matter how much we retaliate against humanity, even if we kill all humans now, we can’t bring back the dead.” 。... back then, when I inhabited a human form, it was to blend in with you all, to understand you, and ultimately, to overturn... 。"If it weren't for me, how could the Spirit Transmission Tower have researched Eternal Souls so easily?" 。But within the Myriad Soul Spirit, my spirit seed had already been planted. That is why it took me such a long time to recover my strength. 。After that, I discovered the existence of the Wan Shoutai, a small world, thanks to the Dragon God Core. 。The Titan Giant Ape and the Azure Bull Python are used in another way to save soul beasts. <<< 。They collect soul beast seeds and cultivate them within that small world. 。But, the beast platform was ultimately too small, and with their power they were unable to truly maintain it. 。For this, I discussed with them, using the Dragon God Core as the core of the Beast Platform. But I need their support to take revenge on humans. 。This is what led to the later emergence of the Beast Platform. 。" Relying on the Ten Thousand Year Spirit and the Beastmaster Platform, we controlled the vast majority of high-level Soul Masters. From your human perspective, our conspiracy was already fully underway from that point. " 。...is just for today's counterattack... 。" What we didn't expect was that the Holy Spirit Church would cooperate with the Abyssal Plane, and that the Abyssal Saint Lord would come to merge with the Douluo Continent plane at all costs in order to devour it. 。But during that time, I felt no suppression in my heart. 。Because we can fight side by side again. 。In the end, we lost. At least I can die with you, facing annihilation together as the abyss consumes both the Douluo Continent and our soul beast realm. This is a cataclysmic event for all humans and soul beasts alike. 。That was also the first time we fought together, united as one. 。What you haven't noticed is that all of our spirit beasts capable of transforming into human form have been deployed in that battle, playing their part on the battlefield. 。"When the Abyssal Lord descends, I felt a power we could not resist. " 。After all, he relied on the power of another plane. At that time, there was only one possibility: I would devour you, and we would become a dragon god, transcending the Douluo Continent plane, so as to have any chance of defeating it. 。But, I don't want to do that. It's not what I want. 。I would rather die with you. 。I also don't want to hurt you or betray you. 。"Today, in front of all of you humans who are strong, and in front of my deployments, I can say this: since my rebirth, I have never killed a human who shouldn't be killed." 。Therefore, Lan, your wife is pure and has never been tainted in the slightest. 。As she said this, a playful smile lit up her face, yet in her eyes, there was already a glimmer of tears. 。The appearance of the Sea God caused the ending I had originally thought would happen to change. 。What was originally thought to be completely unnecessary has now been given a second chance. 。The Sea God departs, the Lord of the Plane slumbers, the Eternal Tree evolves. 。All of this created opportunities for my original plan, and I couldn't refuse the urging of my subordinates. Moreover, the time had come to put my original plan into action. 。"When you came to propose, did you know my heart was breaking?" 。I really, truly want to accept your ring. I even find myself wanting to shout "I do" before you even propose! 。But, I can't. Looking at everything you've done for me, all I can do is weep silently in my heart. 。Nevertheless, I couldn't help but accept your ring, because only then would I truly believe I am your wife. 。"I launched this war, not to truly destroy humanity " 。Because that won't bring us any benefit, just as your destruction of us would lead to ecological imbalance, what difference would it make if we destroyed you? Moreover, I don't believe we could truly destroy you. 。The slumbering Plane Lord still has a chance to awaken, and even if I could defeat him, it would be at the cost of destroying the entire plane. Therefore, a situation where both parties are destroyed is absolutely unacceptable. 。"But this disaster will still make you feel it, still make you experience it. " 。Because I want to let you know that doing wrong things comes with consequences. 。Let you all know, our spirit beasts have the ability to resist. 。"At this point, her voice gradually rose in pitch, a fierce look in her beautiful eyes, "Even if I die, the seeds of my spirit will still exist" 。The Dragon God Core will remain within the Beast Platform, acting as its core and allowing me to once again control these Spirit Seeds. 。And I, through these seeds planted under the control of the Dragon God Core, even if your human Soul Masters have descendants, they will continue to be passed down. Unless you kill all the controlled Soul Masters, then these seeds will always exist. 。As soon as you try to destroy our soul beasts, attempt to harm us <<< 。Then, through the Dragon God Core, I can control you again, and bring back the war that could destroy you. 。And this control will take at least a thousand years to disappear. 。"Having said that, her gaze fell back on Tang Wulin's face, and once again softened. “This is my plan. Everything I’ve done is to allow for peaceful coexistence between our soul beasts and your humans.” 。But, by doing so, it also means that I have not truly fulfilled everything a Soulbeast King should do. In the end, I stand against you. 。And as a human hero, the king of humans, how could you possibly marry someone like me? Even if you ultimately compromise, we would drift far apart. 。As one who can control the course of events, I will inevitably become a being you both fear and respect. 。Perhaps, you could cast aside everything and come to me. But, there are so many ties in your heart, you will never truly be happy. 。...and in fact, you wouldn't be able to be with me if I were in that position. We could only be enemies. 。"Our spirit beasts possess overwhelming strength, which isn't something I desire. An imbalance implies the emergence of ambition." 。So, I also placed a restriction on the Dragon God Core. It will only activate its spiritual control when the Soulbeast lineage is facing extinction. 。"That's my plan. Only by my death can I stop the ambition of the Soul Beast lineage, and only with this war can I awaken your human kind." 。"Dance Spirit, all I hope is that after I'm gone, you can restrain humanity and leave some space for the Soul Beasts to survive." 。Keeping our promise and commitment, at least leaving one Starry Forest for us. 。With Daming and Er Ming here, I believe they will also restrain the soul beasts and won't harm humans anymore. 。And you humans have already researched eternal souls, no longer needing to hunt soul beasts. Let's let our two races coexist peacefully. 。"How about it?" The halo converged, and the Dragon God core that had previously immobilized Tang Wulin rose into the air and was thrown into the Wan Beast Stage in mid-air. 。Tang Wulin regained his ability to move. 。"Why? Why would you do that? Why didn't you tell me all of this sooner?" 。"There must be another way, there has to be!" Tang Wulin loosened his Golden Dragon Spear and flashed beside Gu Yue, pulling her into his embrace. 。 At this moment, Gu Yue's vitality was dwindling, and a paleness appeared on her delicate face. However, her hands still tightly gripped the Golden Dragon Spear, preventing Tang Wulin from pulling it out, allowing the Golden Dragon Spear to consume her life force. 。As the Silver Dragon Queen, her own life energy was incredibly potent. Even the Golden Dragon Spear couldn't take her life in a short amount of time. 。Gu Yue Na looked at him with gentle eyes, "This is the best result, the best liberation." 。I am so tired, let me go. 。Live well, and wait for your father and mother to come back to you. 。"How about it?" "Not good, not good..." Tang Wulin was already in tears. He tightly grasped Gu Yue's hand, wanting to pull her hand away, but Gu Yue's last bit of strength was not so easy to resist. No matter how hard he struggled, he couldn't pull her hand away. 。"Gu Yue, you know I can't lose you. " 。How can you be so cruel? How can you bear to leave me alone? 。“We stand for humanity and soul beasts,” Gu Yue lightly shook her head, “Our relationship represents...” 。Only one person can survive. 。I saw long ago that you've made up your mind to be the one who leaves. 。But how could I bear to? You're not as clever as me after all, you'll always just be my fool. 。Though her life was nearing its end, she smiled sweetly at that moment, seemingly without any pain or regret. 。"Say you love me" 。She spoke softly. 。"I love you" 。Tang Wulin was roaring with almost all his strength. 。"Honey, I love you too" 。Gu Yue na finally loosened her grip on the golden dragon spear, for at this moment, her entire being had dimmed, beyond redemption. 。Her once bloodless slender hand gently caressed his face. Her dim silver eyes, filled with reluctance and affection. 。Suddenly, her eyes widened. 。"Pff—" With the other end of the Golden Dragon Spear piercing his chest, he almost instantly embraced her body tightly into his, no longer distinguishing between self and other. He could now hold her in such an intimate embrace because there was no longer a spear shaft to keep them apart. 。“Don’t…,” her voice was barely a whisper now, but at this point, there was nothing she could do to stop him. 。Tang Wulin's pain disappeared from his face, he smiled at her, "It turns out that having your heart pierced feels like this, it's only a little bit cold, and it doesn't hurt much." 。How can you leave me? You are my wife. I said, wherever you are, I am there. If you leave, how can I be left alone? 。“ Her hands pushed against his chest, trying to pry him off the Golden Dragon Lance. But at this moment, where did she have the strength? Tang Wulin held her tightly, she couldn't struggle free at all. ” 。 “Wulin, you still have your parents. You promised them, you have to wait for them to come back!” Tang Wulin gently shook his head, “Mom and Dad still have their elder sister...” 。But, you only have me. 。" "Lan..." Gu Yue's tears finally burst forth, she could no longer care for anything, using her last strength to tightly hug him. 。And her breath, at this moment, began to pour out. 。Tang Wulin exerted his strength, and the two of them rose into the air under the piercing of the golden dragon spear, soaring to mid-air. 。He held Gu Yue Na in one arm, and waved the other into the air. 。Suddenly, the previously solidified time and space shattered, and everyone became able to move. 。"Dance Lin—" countless cries of grief rose from below 。All eyes were on the couple in the sky, so deeply in love but destined for tragedy. 。Tang Wulin's gaze was very calm. "Actually, everything that happened today, perhaps it had already ended before this final battle came." 。Originally, I wanted to use my own life as the price, to awaken her, and let her give humanity a lifeline. 。...and I will eventually be free from this pain... 。。As you all heard, she just said... 。Only through peaceful coexistence between humans and soul beasts can the world of Douluo Continent endure. 。I hope that with our departure, we can awaken you and make you let go of your attachments. 。Since the birth of life on the mainland, humans and soul beasts have both suffered too many casualties because of each other. 。We hope that our death will bring an end to all of this. 。This is my final request. 。<>。I'm certain of you, for this sake. 。Daming and Er Ming, two uncles <<< 。If my parents come back, please tell Wu Lin that I'm unfilial. 。I didn't wait for them to come back, I really miss them. 。Tell them, 'Dad, Mom, and Sister, I'm sorry.' 。" "Dance Lin!" Da Ming and Er Ming both had red eyes, and they wanted to fly up. 。But, the sky seemed to be held captive by an invisible force, preventing anyone from taking flight. 。Tang Wulin shook his head at them, "No one can stop us from being together." 。。From this moment forward, all responsibility and liability are disassociated with us. 。We belong only to each other. 。Everything I have belongs only to my wife Gu Yue Na. 。As he spoke, Tang Wulin raised his hand to his chest and brought out a crystal-clear bead. At the same time, his eyes flashed with a glimmer of light. 。The white silver dragon spear that had fallen to the ground suddenly transformed into light and shot toward the Light and Dark Douluo, Long Ye Yue. 。"The Soul Beasts' lineage has a Dragon God core that controls the spiritual seeds. This silver dragon spear will be left to the Shrek Academy as its guardian." 。Tang Wulin and Gu Yue, bid farewell 。As he spoke, he squeezed his fingers, and the Ice God Pearl shattered instantly, turning into vast swathes of ice mist that spread out. 。< 将他和古月娜的身体吞噬其中 >He and Gu Yue's bodies were swallowed by it. 。A layer of frost began to visibly gather on them. Gu Yue'na's already withering frame instantly froze. 。Tang Wulin let out a long roar towards the sky, “Golden Dragon Moon talks to Tang Wulin, Silver Dragon Wulin and Gu Yue! Farewell, Douluo!” The next instant, they transformed into a mass of ice mist that shot outwards, instantly vanishing into thin air. 。Flew northward. 。All present stared blankly at the scene in the sky, both soul beasts and humans, as if a mountain weighed down their hearts. 。 Princess Silver Dragon, Gu Yue, is dead! Dragon Emperor Douluo Tang Wulin, committed suicide in love! ……The Far North!A crystal-clear light descended from the sky 。It was a huge piece of ice, within which gold and silver shimmered. 。Finally, it landed in the heart of the Arctic Circle with a roar, plunging into the ground. 。With the two who left an indelible mark on the history of both humans and soul beasts, plunging into the depths, forever encased in eternal frost! ...All the human powerhouses controlled by the Spirit Seeds gradually regained their memories one by one after Tang Wulin and Gu Yue's departure, as if waking from a great dream. 。Although they were controlled, they clearly remembered everything that happened. 。The Soul Beasts temporarily withdrew to the Beastmaster Platform to recuperate, and both sides dispersed. 。The Federation President, Mo Lan, with grief suppressed, convened a continental joint meeting with top human powerhouses from Shrek Academy, Tang Sect, Wuhun Temple, and Spirit Hall. They jointly discussed the issues between humans and spirit beasts. 。A month later 。The Douluo Federation and the Xing Luo Empire, Douling Empire announced that survival of soul beasts is legal. 。We will jointly push for legislation to provide spirit beasts with a living space. 。Douluo Continent delineated the scope of the ancient Star Dou Forest, granting it back to soul beasts, and rebuilt the Star Dou Forest with the core as a dangerous place. 。Humans and soul beasts signed a non-aggression pact. 。Granting soul beast identity authentication <<< 。Any Soul Beast with identification has the same status as a human and, like humans, has the legal right to exist. 。When a soul beast leaves the Star Dou Great Forest, it needs to go through approval and review by relevant departments. 。The soul beast commits crimes and is punished like a human. 。Uncivilized and unintelligent Soul Beasts are forbidden to leave the Star Dou Great Forest. 。Once humans leave, there is the right to hunt. 。Outside the rebuilt Star Dou Great Forest, an area was established with the silver and gold dragons as markers to separate the activity zones of spirit beasts and humans. 。Simultaneously erected are statues of the Dragon Emperor and Douluo Tang Wulin, as well as the Silver Dragon Princess Gu Yue. These statues serve to commemorate these two prodigious talents who sacrificed their lives for peace between humans and spirit beasts. 。Ten years later, the Eternal Sky City was initially built, Shrek Academy returned to its peak, and it was well-deservedly recognized as the number one academy on the continent. 。The Eternal Sky City also became the holy land for all Soul Masters, replacing the former Poseidon Pavilion. 。The Shrek Academy established a Hall of Fame in the Eternal Sky City. Only three statues reside within the Hall of Fame. 。He is Tang San, the first generation of the Seven Monsters of Shrek Academy and the founder of the Tang Sect. He almost single-handedly reversed the situation, destroying the Wuhun Hall's plot and becoming a legendary Sea God! He built the Transmission Tower to counter the rising Sun Moon Empire. Relying on his own powerful strength, he prevented the Sun Moon Empire from unifying the continent, leaving behind a foundation for the inheritance of the ancient Douluo Continent as the Spirit Ice Douluo, Huo Yuhao. 。And finally, after facing a great calamity at Shrek Academy and the destruction of Shrek City, he endured hardship and, working together with the plan left behind by the Sea God, Tang San, defeated the abyssal plane, restoring brilliance to the Douluo Continent. He sacrificed himself to eliminate the soul beast threat. 。The first signs of peaceful coexistence between humans and soul beasts emerged in the form of Dragon Emperor Douluo and Golden Dragon Moonlit Tang Wulin. 。They, were all the most important figures in the history of Slytherin Academy from different eras. 。In the very center of the Eternal Sky City, there stands a statue revered as the first Lord of Eternal Sky City. 。It was precisely by wielding the Golden Dragon Spear to devour the life energy of the Abyssal Plane, that the Dragon King Douluo Tang Wulin helped the Life Ancient Tree evolve into the Eternal Ancient Tree. 。As the Douluo Continent's ultimate fighters, accompanied by the subtle evolution of the plane, the energy level of the entire Douluo Star has been enhanced. 。The Sea God Douluo Chen Xinjie, the Light and Dark Douluo Long Ye Yue, the Ruthless Douluo Cao Dezhi, and the Affectionate Douluo Zang Xin, broke through to level 100 one after another, and were honored as true god-level powerhouses. 。Here the history of Soul Masters took a leap forward, and Level 100 was no longer the ultimate limit for them. 。As for what level it can achieve, even the Limit Douluo who have broken through are unclear. 。They are also seeking 。Those who have broken through the hundredth level, because there is no position of godhood, cannot ultimately attain immortality, but their lifespan has also increased to three hundred years. 。Douluo Continent is still evolving, what is the limit of a soul master, at least before evolution is complete, no one can know. 。The extreme north, a ten-thousand-meter abyss 。Below the massive ice sheet, two bodies lay close together. 。 The strange nine-colored light, faintly appearing on the person's abdomen, illuminated their figures and the golden spear that ran through their bodies! (The end of the book) *Douluo Continent IV Ultimate Douluo* Introduction: Ten thousand years later, ice... 。Please read the afterword! 。Afterword 。More than five million words of a novel have been completed, and there are really so many things I want to say to everyone. 。I believe each of you feels a pang of sadness seeing such an ending. 。But in fact, the one who feels most reluctant and heartbroken is me. 。So, if you have some free time, feel free to read this afterword. 。In fact, over the past two years, there have been many things I wanted to tell you, but I was afraid it would affect your reading experience, so I kept accumulating them until now. Let me express myself a little, and it can also be considered a conclusion for the Dragon King, and hope for the future. 。I was born in 1981. I often call myself Xiao Tang out of modesty, but Xiao Tang isn't so small anymore. This year, I'm already thirty-seven years old. 。But I never thought, my mid-life crisis would come so early. 。If you read books online, you'll notice that our daily update volume has decreased from 6,000 words to 5,000 words per day. 。Even the original 3 a.m. every Monday is gone. 。Many readers have scolded, mocked, and ridiculed me. I actually know all of this. 。I didn't explain because, regardless of the reason, it was an objective reason for you. 。I do accept the responsibility for the reduced updates, and I silently bear all the blame. 。Since I started writing the book in 2004, it's been fourteen years. For fourteen years, I've updated every day without interruption. 。I once thought that in these ever-changing years to come, I might encounter all sorts of hardships. I also believe that I am strong enough to face everything, capable of what others cannot. That's because I am constantly evolving. 。In the literary world, I, Xiao Tang, rely on my trustworthiness! But I never expected that in this lifetime, I would encounter such a difficult thing. 。As far as I remember, the Dragon King started in early 2016. 。That was when I had just come back to life. 。Because, in 2015, two things happened to me that had a huge impact. 。In October, my grandmother had a pulmonary embolism that turned into a stroke. She went from being a sharp and intelligent elderly woman to suddenly losing consciousness, her ability to speak, and suffering paralysis on one side of her body, bedridden. 。At the end of November, my beloved wife, Muzi from <"The Light's Child">, Li Muzi from <"For You, I Would Love the Entire World">, was diagnosed with breast cancer, and it's the most severe triple-negative breast cancer. 。For me, this is like the sky is falling. 。I did my best to be brave enough to face it. 。Grandma's hemiplegia is irreversible, but in my memory, breast cancer is curable. 。Took my wife to the best hospital in Beijing for surgery as soon as possible. 。<<>>。During that time, my life was very dark. For two weeks straight, I lost a pound every day. 。From 85 kilograms to 78 kilograms of weight. 。Until one day, when my hands rested on the keyboard and I immersed myself in the world of stories, could I temporarily escape the pain. 。I also knew at that time, I realized how much I loved writing. 。Fourteen years of persistence, all because of this love. 。The surgery was a success, and afterwards my wife went through four rounds of chemotherapy. Everything seemed to be over, and I felt like I had reached the peak after going through such hardship. 。Early in 2016, the Dragon King's Legend finally began. 。At that time, in fact, the ending you see today, I had already thought of it. 。Whether it's the final perpetual ice seal or the introduction of Douluo Continent Four ten thousand years later when the ice melts, the idea was already conceived at that time. 。An author's story is definitely influenced by life experiences, and so am I. 。That's why I wrote my second urban novel, "Embracing Lies, Embracing You," and the tragic ending of the Dragon King. 。But, I believe that after the storm, there will surely be a rainbow. So, when my tragedy ends, I will always have hope, and I will eventually bring this hope back. 。That's why there will be a sister book to this year's upcoming "Embracing Lies, Embracing You," titled "Once Jiang Nan, Now Where?" and that's how the future of Douluo IV came about. 。However, at that time, I truly never expected that my suffering had just begun. 。Everything is not over yet. 。To be honest, writing this far, I suddenly don't want to continue because I really don't want to recall everything that happened over the past two years. 。But, after much hesitation, I decided to write it out. 。Because I want to tell you, I didn't reduce my writing amount because of laziness, but truly because it was too painful, my heart was too pained. 。At the same time, I want to express my sincere gratitude to you. If it wasn't for thinking of you, I wouldn't have written this book. Perhaps during that most painful time, I would have already jumped off a building. 。It is you who have given me the courage to live on, the courage to keep writing. It is you who have allowed me to face adversity and move forward bravely. 。Just as Mo Lan said to Tang Wulin, be brave! Be brave! How simple two words are! But it wasn't until I was thirty-seven years old that I truly understood the meaning they contained, and the powerful strength they held. 。In 2016, I gradually recovered. The Dragon King's performance was outstanding, gaining everyone's support. Glory beckoned me again, just like the newly built Shrek New City. 。The sharpness within me was honed anew, confidence surging, I pushed forward with determination. 。I am full of energy and ambition. I not only want to be a writer, but I even aspire to become the CEO of a publicly listed company. 。Over the past year, we have forged ahead bravely, overcoming all obstacles. 。Everything is going well. 。Not until December, not until that day 。The second checkup after the wood surgery. 。lymph node metastasis, sternum metastasis, liver metastasis 。I asked the doctor, can liver metastasis be cured? The doctor said, triple-negative breast cancer, there is no targeted drug, only chemotherapy, liver metastasis, on average, one and a half years...One and a half years... One and a half years...The sky is falling! I felt what it was like to lie in bed, tears streaming down my face. 。I am a Capricorn, but not a particularly strong one. My outward strength is just a facade to hide my inner vulnerability. 。I am a sentimental writer. I am good at association and conception, and I am good at creation and thinking. 。But at this moment, all of this became my flaw, because at that time and place, all I could think about was what would happen if she left. 。I find that if she leaves, I will have no one of my own. 。She was my girlfriend when she was sixteen, and I was eighteen at the time. 。Here's the translation, retaining only the translated text and the HTML tags:All the way, twenty years. Let me know if you have any other translations you need help with!。I know, I can never love any woman the way I loved her again, because I can't live my life over. 。It's impossible for anyone else to accompany me through my adolescence, youth, and middle age, the most important twenty years of my life, like she did. 。She's a bit naive and silly, not very capable, and even her life skills are weak. Without me, I don't think she could survive in society. 。But I just love her 。Just like Tang Wulin would give his life for Gu Yue, I can too! If I could trade my life for hers, I'd do it in a heartbeat! But, will fate give me such an opportunity? We ultimately live in the real world, not a fantasy novel. 。I ultimately did not have Yuri's healing arts, nor the ability to bring someone back to life. 。What should I do? That's when I asked myself, what should I do? 。One and a half years, left for me, will probably only be one and a half years. 。At that time, Sugar was seven and a half years old, while Linlin was only four and a half. 。In a previous chapter of the Dragon King's online update, I wrote that this period has been truly difficult for me. 。But I didn't say why, because I don't want to bring you pain as well. 。What I want to convey through my novels is joy rather than pain. 。At that time, what could I do? All I could do was grit my teeth and find a way to save her! As long as I could save her, I would even be willing to sell everything I had. 。For this, I even spared no effort. 。From that time on, I started donating money to Tibetan temples every day and strived to do “one good deed a day.” 。From then on, I started to keep vegetarian on the first and fifteenth of every lunar month, and release 20,000 creatures every fifteenth day of the lunar calendar. 。For impoverished mountainous regions, I donated ten ambulances. 。For impoverished mountainous regions, I donated to two schools. 。Whenever I see someone in need of help on social media, I immediately donate money or goods. 。I asked the Living Buddha to chant sutras and pray for her. 。I asked the master to perform a fire offering and supersedure for her to settle karmic debts with those she had wronged. 。I didn't bother to ask about the hospital where she was treated. With such a high-risk condition, she only had checkups every six months. Tumor hospitals usually have checkups every three months. Because of this, the cancer spread to her liver. I couldn't even blame her attending physician for not understanding her situation. 。At that time, I just wanted to find a way to save her. 。At that time, my heart was in chaos. I immediately contacted intermediaries in the United States and Japan, trying to find the best hospitals in the world for her treatment. 。But after asking around, she found that this type of her illness, even in America and Japan, had no better medicine than chemotherapy. 。Japan is closer, I took her there. 。A Japanese doctor told me that, on average, people in her condition live for three years in Japan. 。Three years is one and a half years more than one and a half years. 。Such a simple math problem was a surprise to me at the time. 。Even if it meant living just one more day, I was willing to work tirelessly! So, in January of 2017, I took her across the ocean to Japan, where we began treatment at a hospital in Tokyo. 。It was from that time on that I realized, the greatest pain in life is parting. 。In Japan for twenty days, back home for ten days. 。This was our state of life for most of last year. 。However, in this state, every departure means a goodbye to my parents and to the children!Every time I leave, my mother-in-law embraces us, weeping uncontrollably. How can I not feel heartbroken?Linyin is still young and doesn't quite understand... 。Kēngxīng has grown a bit, and now understands some things. 。I still clearly remember that once, the night before we went to Japan, Tangtang said she wouldn't sleep. 。I was even a bit angry, and asked her, why wouldn't she sleep? The sentence that Tangtang said at the time, even now when I think about it, still makes me cry. 。She told me she was afraid that when she woke up the next morning, her mother would be gone. 。That night, my wife and I cried in each other's arms. 。We promised Tangtang that we would wake her up before the morning flight the next day. 。<...at that time, at half past five...>。And the next morning, Tangtang woke up at 4:30 with puffy eyes and cried as we left. 。This is separation, and for such separation, we have experienced ten months, countless times 。And such as I, can continue to allow the Dragon King to constantly change, I don't even know how I got here... Chemotherapy, paclitaxel, three months, first check-up 。The liver lesion has decreased by three-fifths, that's great news! 。I was overjoyed. 。When I took my wife on a European trip, all I wanted was to leave no regrets. As long as she was healthy, I would take her to places I hadn't been before and give her the best of everything. 。Chemotherapy, paclitaxel, for six months, resistant 。Hepatic lesions increased from one to five. 。I stood on the balcony of my thirty-eighth floor rental apartment in Japan, and for the first time, I felt the urge to jump. 。Lang Yongchun told me, brother, when we encounter things, don't be afraid. 。This sentence gave me a lot of courage. 。But at that moment, all I could think of was freedom. 。This is a video sent by Sugar. It made me grit my teeth and walk back. 。In August, I changed my medication to Eylea. This drug is very expensive and isn't yet available domestically. 。Two-month follow-up, most lesions disappeared again, great joy. 。Went to Maldives with my wife, Tangtang, and Linlin. 。At that time, I didn't know what the future held, I just wanted to have a good time with her. 。In October, Aydzbrlin had a second checkup. He was resistant to treatment, and his liver showed widespread lesions covering a large area. His transaminase levels were ten times higher than normal. 。Her swollen liver pressed against her stomach, causing discomfort. 。 The second time I stood on the thirty-eighth floor terrace, what I felt was despair! A Japanese doctor told us that in Japan, it would be impossible for us to use experimental drugs 。Continuing on, perhaps only placebos will help. 。There are not many drugs left to use. 。They suggest we go back home for treatment. 。Japan is a very strict country, you could even say it's rigid. We are, after all, just foreigners, ultimately second-class citizens, no, we aren't even citizens at all. 。Only foreigners who are able to pay in cash. 。Two rides on the roller coaster left me exhausted. 。When I first thought about jumping from the rooftop, a lipoma grew on my arm. The second time, a medical check-up revealed multiple gallbladder polyps, including one larger one that they suspected might be a tumor. 。Until later, after a CT scan, it was said that it wasn't. 。Upon returning to my home country, I began contacting the United States and obtained visas for my entire family. 。The United States is unlike Japan; it possesses the most advanced technology, yet harbors the greatest distance. 。At that time, I had no idea at all if we went to America, whether we would be able to come back alive. 。But, time waits for no one 。And just at this time, in November, after two years of lingering on her deathbed, surviving only with a nasal tube, Grandma passed away. 。As the eldest grandson, how could I not see my grandmother off? On the day of her funeral, I hoped my grandmother would have a peaceful journey. 。Grandma, I'm so sorry that you've been suffering. As your grandson, I haven't been able to visit you as often because I've been taking my wife abroad for medical treatment. I'm truly sorry. 。But, for your great-grandchildren, please bless your daughter-in-law. Children cannot do without a mother. 。That day, I received some good news. The new chemotherapy drug, cabazitaxel, is working, and my wife's condition is temporarily stable. Her liver enzymes have decreased. 。You gave us some time. 。It was at that very moment that I met the most important person in my life, Dr. Y. 。He is an American scientist who used to be the Asia Pacific R&D Director at the largest pharmaceutical company in the US. He's the most educated person I know. 。He was the first Chinese person to publish a paper in a world-renowned medical journal. 。A good friend introduced him to me. 。Dr. Y returned to China many years ago for cancer research in our country. 。Come back and do research while being a professor at the medical school, mentoring graduate students. 。The kind of cancer vaccine he researches is currently the most advanced direction for treating tumors in the world, an immunotherapy. 。At that time, I was desperate and tried every possible treatment. I wanted to try anything that might be effective for my wife. 。So, we found him. After he asked about the situation, he told me that his research was experimental. 。According to the most advanced international concepts, immunotherapy still has potential. 。However, for my wife's type, there are no approved immunotherapies yet. 。Dr. Y analyzed some experimental drug treatments in the US for me. After considering his opinion and the information provided by the US intermediary, we decided to stay in China for treatment. 。Even if I go to America, there are no better treatment options. 。And staying in the country, we can also use some medication purchased back from the US. 。And, at least, no longer need to be separated 。We chose a private hospital, and while Dr. C oversaw the chemotherapy, we also tried immunotherapy. 。Two months later, the lesions decreased by 90%. 。At that time, even Dr. C, the attending physician at a private hospital, found the result unbelievable, and so did we. 。But, after riding so many roller coasters, we no longer believe in anything. We're afraid that the next checkup will repeat the same mistakes. 。And two more months 。The lesion has decreased by another five percent, and the overall size is now only five percent of what it was when I returned from Japan. 。But, there isn't a possibility of being cured as Dr. Y said. 。In two months, that is, in May of this year. 。Third Check 。The liver lesions had all disappeared... At that moment, I couldn't help but rush forward and tightly hugged my mother-in-law, sobbing in her arms. 。From recurrence to complete disappearance of liver lesions, it took exactly one and a half years, which is exactly the average survival time mentioned by the attending physician. 。Although a lesion on the thoracic vertebrae was later found, at least the hepatic lesion had disappeared. 。This means she could live longer. 。To us, every day our wife lives is a blessing. She's so brave, even when the doctor in Japan told her face-to-face that she might not be here next year, she didn't show any fear. 。Only when talking about her children would she shed tears. 。I have simplified a lot of what has happened in the past year and a half. 。And over the past year and a half, I've traveled to Japan ten times, stood on the rooftop twice, and accompanied her to Japan, France, Switzerland, Maldives, Phuket, Hong Kong, and Macau. 。It was also during this year and a half that I became one of the national four batches of talents selected by the Publicity Department of the Central Committee, a member of the Standing Committee of the Chinese Writers Association, and the first online writer to be elected as a National People's Congress delegate. 。And over the past year and a half, I finished writing The Legend of the Dragon King 。All, twenty-eight 。At the moment I finished writing, the first thing I want to say to you is that I was very brave. 。I can finally say, truly, that I am a brave man. 。Although, in a year and a half, my temples have been fully white. 。I grew up, and I got old. 。But I can proudly say that Tang Jia San Shao has not dropped the story yet. 。...Under such a lot of midlife crisis, and after pulling my wife back from the brink of death at least temporarily, I haven't given up yet.... 。Is it just bravery? No! It's because of you even more! 。My wife is my family, and you are too. 。At that time, in the most difficult moments, the motivation that supported me to keep writing was because I would think, I couldn't give up on the whole family for one member. 。So, I made it. 。I firmly believe that as long as I, Tang Men, exist, there will be glory and honor. 。We are the strongest, we are the number one in the entire online literature world! As long as I keep writing, no one can surpass us!Because you are with me, because you love me, so I will keep writing. 。So, even if it's eternally frozen, it can't stop the continuation of Douluo! I didn't realize I wrote so much... 。Your little Tang, your third brother, truly experienced too much, far too much. 。It's so difficult! Like Gu Yue's pain, like Tang Wulin's pain 。You see their suffering, it all comes from my heart. 。I just hope that there will truly be a turnaround for the better. 。All sadness and pain will leave. 。All that is left for us is beauty. 。Finally, let me tell you about some major events that will soon be happening in our Tang Sect. 。First, the first season of the Douluo Continent animation will air on Tencent Video until the end of July. The second season will air on December 1st, and we are striving to broadcast continuously from the second season onwards, with one episode per week, until the end. 。I will never do a series in my lifetime... Second, the live-action TV series of Douluo Continent will be filmed this year, and we will choose a super, super handsome Tang San! Third, the TV series "For You, I'm Willing to Love the Whole World" has already met everyone on iQiyi. 。This story is about me and Mozi, about my own experiences. 。。I like them very much. 。Fourth, after the Dragon King, the new book that will meet everyone immediately is "Douluo Continent: Tangmen Heroes", with protagonists from my twelve works. It will make you hot-blooded! Fifth, in the urban emotional series, the paperback of "Embrace Lies, Embrace You" sequel "Where Is Jiang Nan Now?" will meet everyone around October. 。Sixth, the brand-new super worldview I created, which was also mentioned in Dragon King, will be launched as a world called "Shen Lan Qi Yu". This series will continue after Douluo Continent IV and will be an even larger series than Douluo. 。The first creations will be seven medium-length works, which are the Seven Gods Pearl series of Shenlan Qiyuan. The first one will meet everyone this year and is called "Shenlan Qiyuan Wushuang Zhu". 。Remember? I promised on Weibo that I would write a novel with two male leads for everyone, and here it is. 。Unparalleled yet paired, identical fate-linked orbs. 。The unpredictable Six Realms and the magnificent Seven Seas, thirteen races will bring you endless excitement and splendor. 。Estimated to be three books in total! Seventh and last, 《Douluo Continent Four: Ultimate Douluo》 is expected to meet everyone before the end of this year. 。Let me take a moment to gather my thoughts. 。This will also be the last part of our Douluo series! At least write thirty more for everyone! Let's make our Douluo Continent series a complete one hundred books! I hope that in the future, even if it can surpass, only my own "Shenlan Qiyuan" series can surpass. 。So, just a reminder again, please don't miss out on "Shen Lan Qi Yu Wu Shuang Zhu", it will be my all-out work, the first in the series, absolutely amazing! Afterword writing to this point, it should also be time to end, but I am still a little reluctant, because after the Dragon King ends >>>。This is the most challenging and time-consuming work I have ever written in my history. 。But everything must come to an end, and the ending means a new beginning. 。Pray for the arrival of the greatest turn of fortune. 。" “The Great Tortoise Shell Master” was indeed published as a physical book first, the online version came later. I admit that. " 。But, I really can't do it recently, because, Muzi has relapsed again, and it's more severe than the last time, with most of the lesions on the liver. 。I just got a clinical trial drug from the US and I'm giving it to her. 。Every day, looking at the indicators on the lab sheet soaring, I am deeply stimulated every day. 。My recent state is worse than ever before. 。All I can do now is pray that this experimental drug will be effective and give me another chance at life. 。The Great Turtle Shell Plan will be serialized for more than three months, and then the online serialization of Tang Men Hero Transmission will follow, followed by Douluo Four 。I don't know if Douluo 4 can be successfully launched, because I don't know what my wood child will be like at that time. 。Next Monday, Muzi will have a follow-up check on the new medicine's effects. Today, I released 100,000 creatures into the wild to pray for her well-being. 。Please give me some time, it's really tough. I haven't been doing well these past two years. 。But I really want to keep writing, to write the final installment of the Douluo Continent series in the best possible state. 。If possible, please pray for Muzi. 。All I ask is for her to stay with me for a few more years. 。Thank you, brothers and sisters of the Tang Sect. 。Last but not least, once again thank you all for your unwavering support over the past two years. Thank you all for your love for Xiao Tang. I deeply love you all too. It is this love that allows me to persevere. 。Please pray for my wife and me. I've been trying to write more for you all for a few years, and if possible, I hope it's for a lifetime. 。Last but not least, let me reiterate, a brief introduction to the Four Ultimate Douluo in Douluo Continent: Ten thousand years later, ice has melted. 。And one more thing, the protagonist will change! It will be an egg-born child! Now, please support "The Great Turtle Master" a lot. 。The TV series of Master Big Tortoise has already begun to be prepared, and it will soon meet everyone. 。 This is a test. 。 |
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