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Chapter 40: At this moment, I want to grasp my light.

Posted in 2026-02-28 06:53:19 Source:jack ryan novels in order
Hopeless and exhausted, both in body and mind, like the flickering lights at the foot of the mountain have nothing to do with me. 。It's so quiet around here! There's an unusual chill on my back. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, oS: "What the heck! Phew! Scared myself." 。"

Maybe because it had been abandoned for many years, I suddenly felt very insecure.

。A cold wind blew past my ear, making my hair sway. My heart started racing instantly. I hurriedly hugged myself and buried my head down, trying to protect it. Panic surged through me: "Is a ghost touching my ears?"Then I pressed my forehead against my knees and mumbled to myself in contradiction, "What's wrong with me? Wasn't I just so brave? Now that my phone is dead, I feel completely unsafe." 。Meanwhile, he blamed himself for being incompetent. 。Just now, Leng Yang saw the lights in the woods suddenly go out, realizing that something might have happened to me. He remembered Jiang Ci's joke earlier: "Qin Xingyi must be afraid of the dark." 。Leng Yang suddenly panicked, increasing his pace, taking two steps at a time, rushing in my direction. 。At this moment, I felt like I couldn't give up here. My phone was dead, so I couldn't call anyone. I could only rely on myself. 。So, I raised my head, shouldering immense pressure and fear. I kept telling myself in my heart, "Don't look back! Don't think too much! Don't be afraid!"Finally, mentally prepared, I slowly lifted my head, not daring to open my eyes. Suddenly, I thought of the terrifying scene of seeing a ghost face as soon as I opened my eyes. Raising my head with my eyes closed, I felt like my nose was my eye, turning my head left and right with all my might, sniffing. For a while, there was no movement. 。Suddenly, a sound of footsteps came, I was frightened and buried my head further, while exclaiming "Ah!", my eyebrows furrowed. 。Just now, Leng Yang panted heavily as he walked to the street lamp not far from me. He supported his waist and gasped for breath. Under the light, Leng Yang swallowed layer upon layer of smoke. 。In the dim light, Leng Yang's sharp eyes spotted me sitting on the steps. He stared at me solemnly, walking towards me slowly, his footsteps heavy and measured. 。Seeing me, so careful and frightened, clutching my head in the darkness, Leng Yang had an indescribable feeling. It was all pity and disbelief. 。At this moment, Leng Yang hopes that the person sitting in front of him is not me at all. 。Every step Leng Yang took was a confirmation, checking if it was really me. But the closer he got, the heavier his heart felt. The familiar figure, the familiar movements, until he reached me, even in the dim environment, Leng Yang recognized me at once. Just as I raised my head with my eyes closed and was interrupted by the sound of footsteps, Leng Yang's heart skipped a beat. A pang of heartache surged up, and his nose felt sour. 。My heart is still pounding in fear, oS: “Is there a beast?! I don’t want to die here!” I tremble, tears welling up and dripping onto my arms, soaking my clothes, oS: “No, I don’t want to! I haven’t spent enough time with my family, I still have so many things to do! Waaaah!” I sob quietly. 。Time flies 。Lěng Yáng heard my sobs and saw me trembling, his heart aching so much that he stood rooted to the spot. His throat felt like it was cut as he choked out my name, his voice raspy and low, trembling with emotion. 。I'm still doubting my ears, even feeling that it's an hallucination caused by me missing him too much. 。Then, Leng Yang called out with a heartbroken voice, "Are you crying?" Each word seemed to have taken a great deal of effort, revealing trembling and heartache from within. 。I am no longer afraid, my light has come. 。I quickly raised my head, looking at the person standing before me. The lights were still off. In the darkness, I couldn't see anything clearly just moments ago, but now I could see him distinctly. The man in front of me... I could clearly see his face, his nose bridge was still so straight... 。Even though it was dark all around, I could still see my beloved boy at a glance. I know that although he is standing tall and straight now, his eyes are full of heartache, his eyes are full of tears, and there are fresh tear marks on his cheeks. 。My boy is standing in front of me, this is exactly what I hoped for, it actually happened. He was even so flustered that he didn't know how to turn on his flashlight, and I said I am the luckiest kid today. 。I looked up, into the darkness I didn't know if our eyes met, and in that moment, the world felt silent. I couldn't help but extend my right hand, making a grasping motion. In this instant, I wanted to grasp my light. 。It was all in my fantasy...In reality, my light caught me 。Leng Yang squatted in front of me, he hugged me into his arms tightly, holding me close, his head rubbing against my shoulder, his right hand gently patting my back, he choked and said: "I'm sorry, I'm late." 。I didn't speak, numbly placing my hands on his back. My right hand patted his back habitually, the tissue rubbing against the wound and I let out a cold hiss. 。Leng Yang immediately became alert, gently letting go of me and anxiously asking, "Xing Yi, are you hurt?" 。Then I fumbled for my phone and turned on the flashlight. The sudden brightness made me close my eyes, and when I opened them again, the bitterness and seriousness on the person's face filled me with a strange sense of joy. 。He looked at the blood-stained tissues in his hands, didn't speak, his face full of heartache, then squeezed out a smile and said to me, "Come on, let's go to the hospital." 。I shook my head and said dismissively, "It's nothing, don't worry about it." 。Ling Yang retracted his smile and, raising my left arm, said, "Listen well, hurry up" 。I politely refused, shaking my head. I gently pushed Leng Yang's shoulder with my left hand. Seeing my persistence and pale complexion, Leng Yang immediately realized something was wrong. 。Leng Yang immediately crouched down and gently touched my left leg, saying: "Is your leg hurt, this one? Where is it hurt?"He lifted my pants leg and looked around, pressing gently with his hand, then looking at me softly. 。I sheepishly retracted, saying: "It's not this one." 。"Leng Yang immediately shifted his gaze, and with the same gentle touch, lifted my pant leg. Seeing my swollen instep, he furrowed his brows, looked up at me softly and asked, “You can’t walk anymore, can you?”

I nodded. 。Leng Yang immediately turned around, crouched in front of me, and made a gesture with his hands to have me get on his back. I hesitated for a moment, feeling a little embarrassed, and then Leng Yang said with a fatal charm: "Come on, brother will carry you, just like when we were little." 。When I think of Leng Yang's broad back, my heart races. 。But thinking about how I got here because of him, I got angry and said arrogantly, "Can you carry me? I am..."

Before I could finish my sentence, Leng Yang suddenly stood up, leaving me speechless.

Leng Yang sneered provocatively, "Oh oh, is this questioning your brother?" 。Okay, since you won't let me carry you on my back, then I'll just princess carry you. 。I resisted leaning back, but still had his cold phone shoved into my left hand. Then he scooped me up and gently said, "Then please, Xing Yi, guide big brother." 。I pretended to struggle a little, then Leng Yang hugged me tightly and said, “Xing Yi, be good! Hug your brother, or you might fall down later, and I’ll feel sorry for you.” 。“I'm so agitated, and then with a tsundere tone I said: “Could you please speak properly? You’re making me sick.” 。Then, instinctively, my right hand reached out to grasp his arm, and my left hand lifted to illuminate our path. 。Lèng Yáng's smile was exceptionally gentle as he said, “I thought if I treated Xing Yi this way, she would listen to her older brother more. It seems that it really didn’t work..." 。I speechless said: "Be normal! Cold brother" 。I turned to look at him, his face changed, suddenly he became serious! My heart was completely baffled, just now he was smiling brightly, and now... OS: "Did I go too far?" 。Find a way to comfort him. 。Then I watched his jaw suddenly clench and he said in a low voice, "Okay, let's go." 。"Leng Yang stared at me in disbelief for a moment, then said, 'Good!'" Then he punched me. 。Leng Yang sped up, then steadied himself. I awkwardly withdrew my gaze, feeling incredibly ashamed and regretting my impulsiveness just now. Why did I blurt it out all of a sudden? 。

As I got closer to the bottom of the mountain, I asked him seriously, "Are you not tired at all? I'm so heavy"

。"Are you alright?" Leng Yang caught his breath, "Not serious? You're too skinny, eat more meat in the future." 。"I am delighted, "Really? But no way, I'm so heavy!" 。Leng Yang laughed at me, "Who told you that? You're talking nonsense!"I felt wronged and had nothing to say. I wanted to speak, "Hey, I... not... okay!" Then I nodded vigorously. 。

I made Leng Yang laugh a lot.

。When we reached the bottom of the mountain, I felt a little awkward, so I said, "Leng Yang, put me down, quickly." 。"Leng Yang immediately obeyed, holding me up and said, "What's wrong?" Then he provocatively said, "Shy?"

I was exposed, blushing and glared at him, saying, "Get lost!"

Leng Yang held me up against the tree beside the road and said, "Okay, you wait here for a while, I'll drive over" 。I leaned against the big tree, with vehicles and people passing by sporadically. Everyone kept to themselves, undisturbed. I stood on the roadside, never becoming anyone's scenery. 。But, he was different. Leng Yang stopped his car in front of me. 。I released the tree, and I skipped towards him, step by step. Leng Yang hurriedly got out of the car, and as soon as I left the tree, I ran into his arms. 。He was firm and insisted I didn't get in the car myself. He supported me to the side of the car, opened the door, helped me in, fastened my seatbelt with his own hands, and then gently closed the door. 。As soon as I got in the car, I immediately said, "I'm not going to the hospital. It's too late now, and I'm busy packing my bags." 。Lian Yang coaxed in a gentle voice, "No, how can you not go to the hospital?"I was firm, "I don't want to go..." 。"

Leng Yang went from worrying to domineering, saying: "We have to go"

" 。“I insisted stubbornly and firmly, saying: ‘If you insist on going to the hospital, go by yourself. I’m getting off.’” 。"You dare!" Leng Yang said angrily. I didn't back down, gritting my teeth and pulling on the car door handle, "I dare, what business is it of yours? I'm like this because of you!" 。<"After I said it, I regretted it, oS: "I went too far, that was hurtful">。Leng Yang immediately stopped the car on the roadside, and I couldn't move because the car doors were locked. 。I unbuckled my seatbelt and shouted, "Open the door. I don't need you to worry about " 。"... because of a day's fatigue and my injury, he was very uncomfortable. For a moment, his emotions got out of control, and he shouted loudly, “I don’t care about you, who cares about you..." 。At night on the mountain, even if you scream your lungs out, there's no one to save you. 。I was shocked by him suddenly. From childhood to adulthood, I had never seen him so fierce before. I was too heartbroken. “Fine, you open the door, I’ll leave. I’ve never asked you to save me." 。You're such a liar. You were the one who stood me up first, why are you getting angry? 。"I felt something was off, and I retorted, “Didn't you say to wait for your notification?”Cold Yang looked at me and said, "Didn't I tell you to wait for my notification?"I continued to be unreasonable and said, "Who knows what kind of notification you're talking about? Is it a notification that you won't come or a notification that you'll be late? Be clear about it!" Cold Yang looked at me and said, “I thought you understood me!”"How am I supposed to know if you don't tell me?" I said angrily. "You have no idea how much I was looking forward to..."。“I'm sorry, I had my reasons.” 。“So, you can just ignore my messages?” I said, losing my composure.Leng Yang looked at me who was on the verge of breaking down. He unbuckled his seat belt and pulled me into a tight embrace, holding me close. His right hand patted my back while his left stroked the back of my head. He whispered softly, “I’m sorry, Xing Yi. It’s all my fault. I apologize. Will you listen to your brother, okay?”I nodded against his shoulder, tears welling up in my eyes, and choked out, "Do you know how scared I was after my phone died?"Leng Yang gently ruffed my hair, saying, "Brother was wrong. Let’s not go to the hospital? What about your injury though? Promise me, let your brother take care of it."。I released my embrace, Leng Yang holding my face in his hands and teasing me, "Well, your lips are so pouted they could pick up a pen now." 。Then gently wipe away my tears. 。I pushed him away and wiped my face, saying, "It's fine, I can handle it. There's medicine at home." 。Leng Yang looked at me with displeasure and said, "Didn't you promise me not to be so strong? You can lean on me a little." 。I hesitated but still waved my hand and said, "No need, they are just minor injuries, I can handle them." 。"Seeing that Leng Yang was stubborn, he threatened: “If you don’t listen to me, I will take you to the hospital." 。Since I can't win, I compromised and said: "Alright! Hurry up, it's late." 。Leng Yang, having gotten a bargain, acted coy and happily said: "Do you want me to help you buckle your seatbelt?" 。I shook my head and immediately fastened myself in. 。When I got to the doorstep, I walked slowly toward the door. Leng Yang quickly caught up and picked me up, saying, "You said you wanted to hurry, so I carried you here. Otherwise, it would be too slow." 。I was speechless.... Leng Yang placed me on the sofa and said, "Alright, where's the medicine?"I looked to the right, "Over there, that room, the door isn't locked, go in, on the left side there's a wooden cabinet, on the middle shelf is the first-aid kit, and then take a box of sprains from beside it..." 。Soon, Leng Yang came out with something. 。Leng Yang knelt on one knee before me, gently pulling at the tissue paper in my hand. 。I placed my right hand entirely in his, watching him as he did. The handsome boy with hair falling past his ears gently took my hand and carefully operated on the scar, his eyes closed at times, feeling like they were dancing on my heart. His eyelashes curled slightly as I saw a stream of spring water flowing. 。As expected, a serious boy is truly handsome. 。I suddenly realized something, I retracted my right hand, "Why don't I take a shower first and then deal with it, otherwise I'll get wet again in a while." 。">

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