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After Qin Jingyi left, Qin Jingwen raised the corners of her mouth in front of Qiao Shunchen. 。 "Don't mind what Jingyi says, just do what you need to do, and don't worry about my thoughts either. " 。Be yourself, just do what you're supposed to do. 。" Qin Jingwen's voice was low and hoarse, as if she were extremely tired and couldn't even speak. " 。"Where did Wenwen go? I've been worried about you." 。" Qiao Shunchen turned around, his hands resting on Qin Jingwen's shoulders, a look of concern on his face. 。"It's just for relaxation." 。You go back, I'm tired and want to go home and rest. 。Qin Jingwen was about to leave when she was pulled back by Qiao Shunchen. 。Seeing Qin Jingwen so despondent, how could he bear to let her leave? 。"Wenwen, I know you're tired" 。But I want to talk to you properly. 。" Qiao Shunchen said and pulled Qin Jingwen straight towards the car, at least there were no people on the car, she could calm down 。Both of them sat behind, Qiao Shunchen held Qin Jingwen's hand in his own, but he couldn't sense any response from Qin Jingwen. 。 “Wen Wen first said your family, your aunt and Jing Yi all know about us, right? They are all disappointed with me because I haven't been good enough to you, always letting you get hurt. That's also why your aunt disagrees with us being together and doesn't want to see me, is that right?” “Everyone in our family knows about us...” 。<>。She always said that opposites don't attract, and since I married you, my life has not been easy. 。" The family did know about Qin Jing's and Qiao Shunchen's relationship, but it was only a part of it. There were many sad things she hadn't told her family about. " 。If all of it were to be said, Aunt would have already taken her away. 。Qin Jingwen continued. 。"Shunchen, you don't need to worry about these things." 。Still the same words, be yourself and don't change for anyone. 。Qin Jingwen knew her place in Qiao Shunchen's heart, it wasn't as important as he said. 。He has never changed for himself, nor has he ever done anything for her, nor has he seen any results from his efforts. 。Perhaps it's just a matter of fate and destiny, so Qin Jingwen doesn't expect Qiao Shunchen to give her a perfect ending. 。"How could I not care? I haven't done well enough to disappoint your family." 。If I do well, there will be no problems. If I do well, your aunt won't object. 。Warm warm... I'm sorry. 。" Joe Shun-chen still said the thing Qin Jingwen hated to hear most, "I'm sorry." He directly held Qin Jingwen in his arms, wanting to comfort her, but he found that he was the one being comforted. 。Only when Qin Jingwen was in his arms did his heart truly feel at ease. 。Only in her arms does he feel truly happy. 。"Why are you apologizing? You know I hate hearing that." 。You insist on doing things I dislike. Are you an internet troll? 。Qin Jingwen tried her best to suppress the bitterness in her heart and spoke to Qiao Shunchen in a joking manner. 。From then on, she would never cause trouble for anyone again, she would never show her pain, and she would never complain to anyone. 。Her unintentional actions did bring her some relief, but they caused trouble for others. 。This is the last thing she wanted to see. 。"I really meant it when I said that, especially because I shouldn't have kept the fact that I went on a blind date with Xue Yao from you." 。" Qiao Shunchen sensed that Qin Jingwen was about to seal her heart again, and her current emotions were off. " 。She should be angry, she should have a big fight with him. She shouldn't say a word. 。"You did this for my own good, so don't feel sorry." 。Being deceived by all of you, my mood is indeed terrible. However, I understand it's a white lie. 。I… I feel like I've caused you all inconvenience. I should be the one apologizing. 。"After so many years, I finally paid off all the debts of gratitude." 。Now that so many are appearing all at once, it makes me a little fearful. 。Returning favors is exhausting, I'm so mentally drained, it feels like death. 。" " Qin Jingwen stopped there, swallowing all her complaints. 。Although it burdened her and made her feel guilty, everything was done for her own good. What right did she have to complain? 。Qin Jingwen left Qiao Shunchen's embrace, feeling the warmth disappear all at once. 。But I have to leave, and I have to warm myself on my own. 。I don't blame you for the blind date with Xue Yao. I'll apologize to her side, after all, she was also hurt by Chu Yang, and this hurt was caused by me, so I have to apologize to her. 。As for what you do in the future and how your relationship develops, that's entirely up to you. 。I just hope that no one and nothing will drag me into anything. 。Qin Jingwen knew that saying this now was indeed selfish, but if she didn't say anything, they would still hide things from her in the future. 。She would rather solve problems openly and honestly, head-on, than be kept in the dark like a fool. 。After all, nothing can be hidden forever. The later you know, the deeper the hurt. 。"Winnie, Xue Yao and I are impossible. " 。We just help each other. 。After she broke up with Chu Yang, his parents kept arranging blind dates for her. We both had our own reasons to cooperate out of necessity. 。“ Joe Shun-chen hastily explained, as for Qin Jingwen's sadness, he didn't know how to comfort her >>>。They did this out of kindness, but they made things complicated from the start by not being upfront and revealing the lie sooner. Then Qin Jingwen wouldn't have such a heavy burden on her heart. 。She's been through a lot, being cautious is the basis of how she does things. 。With so many people putting effort into her, she must be under a lot of pressure. 。"You don't need to explain this to me, I believe you have nothing 。I just want to tell you, don't do anything for me anymore. 。。" Shunchen, just like Aunt said, I am not worthy of your family's status. Being with me would embarrass you. " 。I have millions of reasons to be with you, but I lack the identity that would allow me to. 。"What Qin Jingwen was talking about is the gap that cannot be bridged between two people. " 。Ye Wen's identity is suitable, Xue Yao and Qiao Shunchen are more compatible, only she no matter how hard she tries to strive, can not reach the height that Qiao Dexiang wants. 。So she could only retreat, however this was her first time retreating in her life, choosing to give up on the man she loved deeply. 。"Wenwen, you can't say that like that" 。I have never looked down on your status. If I shared the same thoughts as Grandpa, thinking you were not of high enough standing, I wouldn't have been with you in the first place. 。Winnie, don't give up, let's work hard together okay? 。"From now on, don't say anything about the future... " "" "Don't promise me anything, not even in the future." " " 。The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. It is only without hope that one will not be disappointed or heartbroken. 。Qin Jingwen had no expectations for Qiao Shunchen anymore. Even Qin Jingyi was disappointed in Qiao Shunchen, what else could she expect? 。“We'll just keep going until we get as far as we can.” 。You're not making things difficult, and I won't feel burdened. 。Qin Jingwen finished speaking, without giving Qiao Shunchen a chance to retain her, she directly pushed the door and got out of the car. 。She owed too much debt and was exhausted. 。I really want to find a place where no one knows her and relax completely, I really want to find a quiet and leisurely place to start her life anew. 。Joe Shunchen didn't chase after her, knowing that Qin Jingwen wouldn't listen to anything at this time. 。However, what Wei Qinjing said at the end worried him. 。She was tired, she couldn't keep going, she would leave him after repeated disappointments. 。What about him? Should I let go or keep going? 。it just hurts so much to even think about letting go 。After Qin Jingwen returned home, the first thing she did was call Xue Yao, but Xue Yao was off. 。You can only leave a message for her on WeChat. 。"Give me a call when you have time, and come back home earlier after you're done playing." 。" The next day>>>。Qin Jingwen went to work as usual. At noon, she took some time to visit Chu Yang's company. 。Today she came over not to discuss business, but just to ask Chu Yang about his feelings. She wanted to know what he really thought. 。If she still has feelings for him, Qin Jingwen must give up her work and keep her distance from him. 。"Wen Wen, are you disappointed in my actions? I was just being impulsive and didn't think things through." 。<<>>。Before Qin Jingwen could say anything, Chu Yang already knew her intentions. 。He actively admitted his mistakes and wanted to seek Qin Jingwen's forgiveness. 。Yesterday Qin Jingwen left without saying anything, but it was this very reaction that was the most worrying. 。Everyone thought Qin Jingwen should be angry, that she should have a fight with everyone. 。But she surprised everyone by saying nothing at all. 。The more Qin Jingwen behaved this way, the more worried everyone became. 。"Chu Yang, I don't blame you for doing this, and I don't blame anyone" 。You all have good intentions, and if I can't even tell that, then I don't deserve to be your friend. 。After Qin Jingwen learned about this, she was indeed uncomfortable, but it wasn't hatred or blame towards them. She just couldn't bear their kindness. 。"Chu Yang, I came over today to confirm one thing." 。"I want to know what kind of feelings you have for me?" "Friend, confidant, someone I want to be your best friend for life." 。Chu Yang gave Qin Jingwen this answer with a decisive attitude and firm determination. 。Even he himself hadn't expected to be so clear about liking those two words. 。"Are you sure? You're not lying to me again?" Qin Jingwen asked Chu Yang unexpectedly. 。“Certain, never before in life has there been such certainty” 。" Chu Yang's answer this time was even more certain. After Qin Jingwen said these words, she felt like a whole new person, relaxed and light. " 。He could feel that at this moment, the only woman in his heart was Xue Yao. 。"Wynn, this time I didn't lie to you" 。During this process of guarding you, I have fallen in love with Xue Yao, and I have begun to pursue her. 。It was just that she couldn't believe it. She thought I had been deceiving her all along and refused to accept me. 。Looking at Chu Yang's sincerity, and the undisguised liking for Xue Yao in his eyes 。Qin Jingwen believed in Chu Yang. 。"Chu Yang, you absolutely can't be lying to me. You can't hurt other girls for my sake." 。I can trust you again, but if you lie to me this time, we can't even be friends. 。Qin Jingwen's heart finally let go. 。Don't worry, I won't lie to you again. 。Chu Yang guaranteed again and again, knowing that things would be so easy to explain once they were made clear. Why did he have to keep them hidden for so long? 。 |